A Long time MIA

Well, here I am and where I have been has been nothing short of hell or just as close to that as you can get . I posted here last over a year ago, and then I never posted again. I never tried to even stick to the WIEGHT LOSS ADVENTURE that I had so wanted to start. So in the year long ABSENTS, What did I do? Or what happened..... Well

In May 2012 We lost FULL CONTROL over what we had been losing control over and that was EVERYTHING that we had. Our finances were a real wacko situation and just seem to get worse and worse and finnally things just unravelled completely.

Richard had a wreak in our ONLY TRUCK,and it TOTALED IT !! Our Truck was paid for and the hell we went through to keep it was something that I am sure that everyone has gone through. We went though the nightmare that everyone goes through with the Insurance Co. and it took forever to get a settlement to get another truck... We finnally got a very small settlement ,and we put it all down on another truck. A 2004 Chevy Silverado and was I on cloud nine to have wheels agian, but by the time we goi it the finacial damage was already past the stage of repair.

Our son Graduated at the end of May and in June we got to where we couldn't even pay this or that,basically it was pay this bill this time and let this go to pay the bill that we had let go the following month. Not a cool deal and I DO NOT  recommend that anyone use that as a stradagy to get their bills paid , because all that happens is you get BEHIND !!! further and further.

Anyway, With Richard having the wreck ... He lost his job and there was no money coming in , but what I made to pay the bills , and that was NOT ENOUGH  for anything .... We started the fights over money and other things long before now, but by now they were much worse and it sure did not help matters any.

That sure didn't make Richard get another job any faster and he would just say .... What do you want me to do? I can't get a job, or much less look for one without wheels ! ! YES !! that may be true @ least to a point, but he wasn't even trying to look either.

We could have found ways to get there ... I am sure of that , If he would have just gotten a job !!!  Well ,  we were forced to store everything that we could in a storage unit in Wichita Falls,Texas and that wasn't all that we owned either. There were things such as Table,Chairs,Beds Mattresses and things like that left behind because there was no way to get them stored and no help either...

We LOST the Truck too :( Not because of NO PAYMENT...... We weren't even behind on them, but I had called the Car Lot and told them that I had enough money to pay the rent and either the insurance or the truck payment, but NOT all 3 , so We paid the rent and the Truck Payment, but when the Insurance laspsed they COME GOT THE TRUCK ....... :(

We were then living in the Mission and Faith Refuge all Summer . All this mess and more created a real depression for me and I started to GAIN WIEGHT , like it was nothing. I was @ 189 a Year ago and then gained up to 200 lbs. What a BAD deal.

Well , All this brings Us to where we are now..... We have lived in the WFHA since August 22,2012 and even though that there are things that still need to be addressed , like Richard getting a job.... AGAIN... We are in a place where we CAN AFFORD THE RENT and the bills are better than any bills that we  have had @ any place we have lived.....

Little by little I am getting to where I should be ... I think. I have went from 200lbs to 194 and Today I wiegh     181 lbs. I am not doing anything to loose the weight , but .....

Richard and I are concerened with the Weight Loss ,because I go STRAIGHT to the bathroom EVERYTIME I EAT.. I will watch that , but the fact that its just 2-4 lbs each mo, So its not a dangerious Wieght Loss ...

I have issues like Blood Pressure and Sleep, and  Rls Leg issues to work out , but I hope that they are all worked out soon and through the help of God himself...

 We will see what next mo Dr. Visit brings , as I continue the road to recovery and repair of my life and family.....

Hugs,
Daneta