A Long time MIA

Well, here I am and where I have been has been nothing short of hell or just as close to that as you can get . I posted here last over a year ago, and then I never posted again. I never tried to even stick to the WIEGHT LOSS ADVENTURE that I had so wanted to start. So in the year long ABSENTS, What did I do? Or what happened..... Well

In May 2012 We lost FULL CONTROL over what we had been losing control over and that was EVERYTHING that we had. Our finances were a real wacko situation and just seem to get worse and worse and finnally things just unravelled completely.

Richard had a wreak in our ONLY TRUCK,and it TOTALED IT !! Our Truck was paid for and the hell we went through to keep it was something that I am sure that everyone has gone through. We went though the nightmare that everyone goes through with the Insurance Co. and it took forever to get a settlement to get another truck... We finnally got a very small settlement ,and we put it all down on another truck. A 2004 Chevy Silverado and was I on cloud nine to have wheels agian, but by the time we goi it the finacial damage was already past the stage of repair.

Our son Graduated at the end of May and in June we got to where we couldn't even pay this or that,basically it was pay this bill this time and let this go to pay the bill that we had let go the following month. Not a cool deal and I DO NOT  recommend that anyone use that as a stradagy to get their bills paid , because all that happens is you get BEHIND !!! further and further.

Anyway, With Richard having the wreck ... He lost his job and there was no money coming in , but what I made to pay the bills , and that was NOT ENOUGH  for anything .... We started the fights over money and other things long before now, but by now they were much worse and it sure did not help matters any.

That sure didn't make Richard get another job any faster and he would just say .... What do you want me to do? I can't get a job, or much less look for one without wheels ! ! YES !! that may be true @ least to a point, but he wasn't even trying to look either.

We could have found ways to get there ... I am sure of that , If he would have just gotten a job !!!  Well ,  we were forced to store everything that we could in a storage unit in Wichita Falls,Texas and that wasn't all that we owned either. There were things such as Table,Chairs,Beds Mattresses and things like that left behind because there was no way to get them stored and no help either...

We LOST the Truck too :( Not because of NO PAYMENT...... We weren't even behind on them, but I had called the Car Lot and told them that I had enough money to pay the rent and either the insurance or the truck payment, but NOT all 3 , so We paid the rent and the Truck Payment, but when the Insurance laspsed they COME GOT THE TRUCK ....... :(

We were then living in the Mission and Faith Refuge all Summer . All this mess and more created a real depression for me and I started to GAIN WIEGHT , like it was nothing. I was @ 189 a Year ago and then gained up to 200 lbs. What a BAD deal.

Well , All this brings Us to where we are now..... We have lived in the WFHA since August 22,2012 and even though that there are things that still need to be addressed , like Richard getting a job.... AGAIN... We are in a place where we CAN AFFORD THE RENT and the bills are better than any bills that we  have had @ any place we have lived.....

Little by little I am getting to where I should be ... I think. I have went from 200lbs to 194 and Today I wiegh     181 lbs. I am not doing anything to loose the weight , but .....

Richard and I are concerened with the Weight Loss ,because I go STRAIGHT to the bathroom EVERYTIME I EAT.. I will watch that , but the fact that its just 2-4 lbs each mo, So its not a dangerious Wieght Loss ...

I have issues like Blood Pressure and Sleep, and  Rls Leg issues to work out , but I hope that they are all worked out soon and through the help of God himself...

 We will see what next mo Dr. Visit brings , as I continue the road to recovery and repair of my life and family.....

Hugs,
Daneta

NEW YEAR .... NEW YOU.... WELL, A NEW ME :)

I have NO IDEA where I went WRONG or HAYWIRE on My quest for a NEW ME,but it just has not happened here. I guess that the lack of motivation and interest thereof have been a real kicker, but I am TRYING TO GET TO WHERE I NEED TO BE. I have just a FEW "SHORT" Months to be where I need and WANT TO BE  in SIZE, so with no exact plan or exercize regeim I an starting ON MY OWN HERE :)

I  am hoping that the Wieght Loss will take care of a few HEALTH ISSUES that I have and get me BACK TO A BETTER NIGHTS SLEEP ROUTINE :) I am looking forward to Spring Break, Easter, Graduation Ceremonies with the OLDER 2 kids and then the SUMMER FUN  that We long to have THIS YEAR !!!

Three are SO MANY things that I want and need to do , so it STARTS HERE and NOW in order to get there. I will do my very best to update here and get things where they need to be . I may not get to UPDATE EVERYDAY,BUT I THINK THAT THE ONCE A WEEK UPDATE IS A REALLY GREAT THING HERE FOR ME !!!

I will add a few pictures as I go along to see what the results are as I loose the wieght and all, but lets just take this  ONE DAY @ A TIME SHALL WE :) !! I may even post when there are NO REAL WIEGHT LOSS UPDATES , just as a reminder of what and where I need to get FASTER ,BETTER AND DOWN RIGHT SERIOUS AT !!!

Thank you for Reading and Remember this is a SELF MOTIVATED STARTED THAT REALLY NEEDS A JUMPSTART IN THE AREA,SO send all that you can SPARE this WAY !!

HUGS,
Daneta

When Are You Starting? This Whatever U Call It?

Well, we said that this thing was getting started way back then. I have NO IDEA WHAT HAPPENED ,but We have to get this show on the Road . I have to be where I need to be in "SIZE' by a certain date , so I better get cracken here. I am going to try to add a "Tracker Date" that way it lets me know just how long I have and all. I will try to get a few "Pages" up that give me the pointers of whats needed by a certain "Date' that way that too keeps me on track. There are the Graduation Ring for Mystea,the Graduation Pics and Invtations for Bubba and then there is the Dress and Tux that are needed for the Prom and thier "Class Dues" there are just several things , even Mystea a "Personal Checklist" of things to have and get DONE before the GRADUATION STUFF STARTS ... CLASS TRIPS !!! EXPECIALLY THE SENIORS :o) ....YIKES !!!!!! Anyway you get the idea there are things that are needed and MONEY...lol...lol...lol... I better get in SHAPE or there won't be a dress to get into :O) ! until next post see ya later gators !!!! Hugs, Daneta

SUNDAY NOTE

Well, Its Sunday and that means that I need to post here on what is happening and to update the Wieght Loss Ticker to the right.

I have not went on any style of a diet as they call it or anything. I just increased the level of my activity a bit and am in the process of working on a FITNESS PROGRAM SCHEDULE. I have a long way to go and there are going to be even longer days ahead with the Summer and the Challenges that are with the Summer Vacation and pressures of trying to get to where I want to be FASTER..... than I am currently going.

I have no patients when it comes to things like this. I want that size NOW and @ this point the schedule that we have come up with shows that I will be going thru this "Change" thru out the summer,and for me that is TOO LONG !!! I again want it NOW not LATER :o). I will have to work on the patient thing ,just like I am seeing that I am going to have to work on a few other things as I walk thru the NEW PATHS that await me.

Before I go the Ticher was UPDATED and it is CORRECT as of TODAY :o) I have LOST 7 IBS and I am VERY PROUND of that. :O)

WAY TO GO DANETA :o)...LOL...LOL...KEPP UP THE GREAT WORK !


LOL...LOL...LOL... YES ! I am posting to "Myself" ,but trust me I am the one that needs the encouragement not anyone else here. I am the one that needs conviencing that you are worth it ,and not anyone else here , so "talking to myself" is what will get me there then I am all for it... What is it going to hurt? NOTHING just as long as I DON'T ANSWER MYSELF !.... RIGHT?

See ya Next Week,
Daneta